Been iffy- RL problems

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Sorry I ain't been on much at all lately, school is being hectic and worrying if I'll have a job after I graduate. As well as troubles with my boyfriend if he truly loves and cares for me, or is screwing the one chick I hate and literally would love to kill. I'm not a very emotional person but this has struck home and causing me much strife that I'm not use to. It's hard for me to handle or believe as I truly believed he could be the one for me, but the way he's acting or lack there of reality is hitting hard and It's not easy to accept in any way. As if I loose him I loose my best friend I've had for nine years as well, will have no real friends I trust if this does end badly.

So forgive me for my iffy appearance here and there will just have to bare with me for a bit idk how long though. I'm sorry everyone.

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-huggles- Take your time dear. Get everything settled, we'll still be here waiting for you when you get back<3